[She averted her face to the side so she wouldn't have to see his face, everything about her clearly screaming that she was ashamed]

Every time I try to do something, anything, since arriving it has gone very badly for me, including almost killing people twice when my mind wasn't... wasn't my own. And I already fear that I will start-

[A brief pause to blink away cleanser from her eyes, and scrubbed a hand across them impatient]

I didn't want my patients to be one of those things I mess up.